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simple dimples Monday, June 22, 2009 Today's fathers day. i saw quite a number of people including sisters putting "I LOVE DADDY ~" or smth like tat on their personal msgs. somewhat i get mixed feelings. one thing i know that, i will never put this message up, in msn's pm, in blog, or even telling that guy. i really wish to have a daddy that i can really love. but somewhat, it's really not me. i tried hard. now, i really hope to find back my god father(mom's sis's husband), the one i respected, look up to, and love since i was 1 till i was ard 10. because of some serious heart breaking events i was forced to bu ren him, even thou deep down he's really my DAD(in my judgement since young). he was the one with my god mom(mummy) looking after me since young, always passing me money whenever he sees me, bought and played with me that mini pool toy when i was around 5, ran around the house just to feed my every meal, accompanied me to watch tv always, piggybagging me on his shoulders when i was small, bringing me to childcare everyday (sometimes mummy) for 5years, always bringing me out with mummy to everywhere like i'm their real child, everyone downstairs at the coffeeshop knows me and thinks that i'm their child, oh yes and buying alot of balls that kids play where they can swim inside it.. please let bygones be bygones.
qin fang ♥ tried to escape at 12:17 AM |